Thoughts???

Thoughts. Let me think, ah I can't even think of thoughts because that'll also be a thought. Then it would be better off for me to analyze these thoughts which like the 2Ps- Psychology and Philosophy are unique attributes of a person.

But unlike the 2Ps which are primary attributes, thoughts are secondary attributes which are influenced by the 2Ps directly or indirectly.

A person’s thoughts, as my experience tells me, are dominated by his/her living status, his parental thoughts (as they play an instrumental role in shaping up their child’s personality), culture, his living place (an American has an altogether different thought process than an Indian unless he has visited India more than often), his achievements (he becomes more confident and determined to achieve more and his thought process gets aligned in this direction), his company, amount of exposure (visits to different places with different cultures, different people with thus different thoughts). These are few of the most important reasons dominating the thought process of a person.

A page from my diary entry- Phenomenon called DEATH!!!

Well, what an embarrassing day it was!!! I got the news of my nephew's death. Rishu, while playing on the top fell to the floor from a height of approx. 30 feet. Who would have thought such damn incident could ever happen!

Uncertainty was the word that directly came to my mind! It seems that we are puppets in the hands of destiny and are acting on its directions intentionally or unintentionally.

Discussing about the incident, Taayaji told me that she was going to the same place (upstairs) for the past few days as if destiny was forcing her to go to a place away from the sight of her loved ones so as to...

It's over in a moment, difficult to define even in scientific terms. This unexplored question has haunted this human race for a long time and seems it'll continue to haunt us for times to come as well.

DEATH- What lies in this word that when one hears of this word, temptation of something wrong which might have happened somewhere, sometime and somehow can't be resisted.

I wish I could just eradicate this word from every dictionary available in the market. But then I realize that the truth will still remain, may be a new word will be formulated for this particular phenomenon.

What was experienced by her mother which I saw- really no poet or author can explain, no science can have a cure for, no money can give her child back; so we could only condole with her which was in our hands and which we did.

God bless the departed soul, that's what i could only say!

What???

A child is born, has no idea whatsoever of this human dominated world. He learns gradually to speak, to crawl, to walk, to run, and then adapts himself to this world characterized by vicious circle of life and death. Was it necessary for him to adapt?

Every person on this planet, let it be George W. Bush of USA or a poor native of Sudan, Africa or the world's richest Bill Gates, goes through the same initial stages and is born with naked body, knowledge, and perceptions.

Where are the differences then? What is it that causes the 2P's of the small child- Psychology and Philosophy to change and being different from other children of his age. Is it a biological phenomenon (inherited from parents) or characterized by the child's perceptions of this world or a child's development of the brain.

This is an important question to answer as most of the 3D's of this world- disparities, diversities and deviations arise from the difference in 2P's of different persons. No two persons are alike in this world (ignoring the concept of anti-matter) and as such no two persons have the same P's towards life. This is really a unique attribute and accountability of a person.

Difference in psychologies leads to difference in perceptions and that's why we meet different people with different opinions having distinct characters.

In such a scenario, I would be traumatized to ascertain whether a particular way of life is good, bad or desirable. As such it becomes really difficult to differentiate between good and bad, desirable and undesirable. What may be good to one- may be least accepted by some other. So, assuming common views held by majority of people, most of the human beings in this universe live in the gray area in between. As such the purpose of this life becomes questionable!

Is this life the survival of the fittest as proposed once by Charles Darwin where everyone is fighting it out to grab their pie amongst others to ultimately lose it and let it be consumed by his successors. Or is it an illusion- luring us into this materialistic world where we are born to die! Who should actually be then called an "accomplisher" in life? It really becomes difficult to answer.

Money- It's a piece of paper with some value attached to it by the human beings. It is created by man, consumed by man (not directly of course) and then replenished by man. Then, what for hell do we spend our whole lives in earning a few bucks to ultimately lose them.

In view of all of this, there is an urgent need for all of us to re-look into our P's of life (unbiased attitude) and see that these are entirely our own and not influenced by others. (Technique called self-analysis) I am sure the answers will surely come up. Try it out!