Beyond Terrorism.....

The post-cold war world has turned from a constant fear of a holocaust to a concern for human rights. Just as the former often turned into paranoia, the latter concern too can easily be turned into a self-serving preoccupation...the concern for human rights gives rise to a menace called terrorism... it is really difficult to define terrorism in global terms...often one person's terrorist is another person's national hero...The terrorism in india has been transcending horizons and is evolving as shall i be allowed to say....
Everyone is well aware of the serial bombings striking bharat and the courage of the terrorists to bomb our metros like bangalore, delhi, mumbai and not to forget ahmedabad and surat. The responsibility of this recent terror (in the past one year or so) has been wholly-solly taken by the indian mujahideen; intelligence of SIMI. The places worst hit by these blasts very well suggest the amount of planning and brain that went into the implementation of this horrendous idea......
LoC seems to be on the sidelines despite infiltration and main focus on the internal chaos that prevails within. This is what their intention is as it seems. A bunch of terrorits controlling our nation on their fingers.
All this would not have been possible without the involvement of some top-level officials and may be even bureaucrats...
What is underlined by the posterior anaysis of this menace is that its not just a hide and seek game now......The roots have developed deep and we have to reach there in order to put a brake on this roller coaster ride these terrorists are having at the moment.........the terrorists are our brethren only who have somehow gone astray and are accounting every action of theirs to be allowed by religion......Religion are diverse but all point to the ONE.....HIM is unique....Its the insecurity of something that causes all this..........
Shall he grant Saddhbuddhi to all of us......all the problems may be resolved in a peaceful way......

Shifted from an earlier blog.......

(Written when I was in second year in Thapar University) The two years of my silence in tiet are over now.. it was rele a herculean task for me for the research i was involved in.. I was a silent spectatorrrr...
Watching everything and embedding it into my memory- I m an anthropologist now so am i a psychologist, philosopher to main bachpan se hi tha...
it was a tough time coz no one rele knew wot i was doing and even the omens couldnt suggest them ... No comments rele on this... everyone those days were so busy in their own life...no one rele damn bothered wot i was doing/thinking/analysing...except a few who to an extent were able to realize then..
now writing this diary entry on july 3rd,2006(my b'day) while tears in my eyes gives me traumatising pleasure(strange adjective...)
I even went to the Boys hostel in the 3rd sem; spent there a few months and analysed the atmosphere there...all in deep silence...
the most challenging part in this study was anthropology...
I saw the change of attitudes, thoughts, expression, feelings,friends(the most hurting aspect) with changing evolution processes...
--Friends -as now the definition seems, are to be rejected when they are of no use anymore...
--trust-the most imp. ingredient of frienship was lacking btw d best of friends i could see...
--the innocent guys were the culprits...
And then ofcourse lack of good, efficient ,practical ,productive technical teaching yielded up to the frustration and the students were obviously more 'velah' than any other times in their lives...
second most hurting aspect was that there seemed to be a fierce competition b/w individuals;just to be counted above the other fellow(s)...this dirty rat race in which even i was involved n now i m happy to be out...

am back on blogger!!!!

hi blogger;
am back.......after more than 2 years of hibernation; i've come back to you to share my experiences with my dear fellows about what i went through this period......
I missed u so much blogger.......but i had to go.......had to capture some experiences only to come back and post to u.........
Several breakthrough as well as heart-breaking changes have taken place dear blogger.......both internal as well as external my own peripheral occupancy........level best shall i try to post each n every of my experience...i promise u that...........

the day that was..

A million thoughts passed my mind in one millionth of a second; these thoughts weren’t any extraordinary ;these were just the sort any human being would have; but that day i felt these had tremendous implications..
So called vague and useless thoughts started to strike my mind's walls... Am i going in the right direction?
What should be my priorities in life? Is money making the only priority left...
Is it more important to have handful of bucks in ur pocket or to be an emotionally intelligent and a good person in life...
CHANGE is definitely the motto in today's world... but then should i change more than often and lose my identity in my heart...
Should i become magnanimous and forget about these so called unknown territories...
Should self-actualisation is what i should aspire or the worldly riches...

Thoughts???

Thoughts… let me think… ah I cant even think of thoughts coz that ll also be a thought… then it would be better off for me to analyse these thoughts which like the 2Ps-psychology n philosophy are unique attributes to a person…

But unlike the 2ps which are primary attributes thoughts are secondary attributes which are influenced by the 2ps directly or indirectly…

A person’s thoughts; as I my experience tells me; are dominated by his/her living status, his parental thoughts (as they play an instrumental role in shaping up their child’s personality), culture ,his living place(an American has an altogether different thought process than an Indian unless he has visited India more than often), his achievements(he becomes more confident and determined to achieve more and his thought process will be aligned in this direction), his company, amount of exposure(visits to diff places with diff cultures diff people with thus diff thoughts)…. These are few of the most important reasons dominating the thought process of a person…

a page from my diary entry....phenomenon called DEATH

well, what an embarrassing day it was!!! I got the news of my nephew's death... Rishu while playing on the top fell to the floor from a height of approx 30ft....Who would have thought such damn incident could ever happen....
Uncertainity-the word which directly came to my mind.....it seems that we are puppets in the hands of destiny and are acting on its directions intentionally or unintentionally...
Discussing about the incident, taayaji told me that she was going to the same place(upstairs) for the past few days as if destiny was forcing her to go to a place away from the sight of the loved ones so as to....
its over in a moment; difficult to define even in scientific terms....this unexplored question has haunted this human race for a long time and seems it'll continue to haunt us for times to come as well....
DEATH-what lies in this word that when one hears of this word, temptation of something wrong which might have happened somewhere, sometime and somehow can't be resisted...
i wish i could just eradicate this word from every dictionary available in the market. But then i realise that the truth will still remain, may be a new word will be formulated for this particular phenomenon...
what was experienced by her mother which i saw-really no poet or author can explain,no science can have a cure for, no money can give her child back, so we could only condole with her which was in our hands and which we did.....
god bless the departed soul....thats what i could only say ...

what...???

a child is born...has no idea whatsoever of this human dominated world...learns gradually to speak,to crawl,to walk,to run.....and then adapts himself to this world characterised by vicious circle of life n death....Was it necessary for him to adapt???
every person on this planet;let it be george w.bush of usa or a poor native of sudan,africa or the world's richest bill gates goes thru the same inital stages n r born naked....body, knowledge, perceptions...
where the differences then...what is it that causes the 2 P's of the small child-philosophy n philosophy to change n being different from other children of his age...is it a biological phenomenon(inherited from parents...) or characterised by the child's perceptions of this world or a child's development of the brain....
this is an important question to answer as most of the 3-d s of this world--disparities,diversities and deviations in this world arise from the difference in 2 P's of different persons...
No two persons are alike in this world(ignoring the concept of anti-matter) and as such no two persons have the same P's towards life...this ia really a unique attribute and accountability of a person...
Difference in psychologies leads to difference in perceptions and that's why we meet different people with different opinions having distinct characters...
In such a scenario, i would be traumatised to ascertain whether a particular way of life is good, bad, desirable,... as such it becomes really difficult to differentiate btw good n bad,desirable n undesirable..... what may be good to one-may be least accepted by some other.
so, assuming common views held by majority of people, most of the human beings in this universe live in the gray area i between.... As such the purpose of this life becomes questionable...
Is this life the survival of the fittest as proposed once by C.Darwin where everyone is fighting it out to share his pie amongst others to ultimately lose it get it be consumed by its succesors..... or is it an illusion-luring us into this materialistic world where "we r born to die"...
Who should actually be then called an "accomplisher" in life..... it really becomes difficult to answer...
Money-a piece of paper with some value attached be the human beings. it is created by man, consumed by man (not directly of course) and then replinished be man....then,what for hell do we spend our whole lives in earning a few bucks to ultimately lose them....
In view of all this, there is an urgent need for all of us to re-look into our P's of life(unbiased attitude) n see that these r entirely our own and not influenced by others....(technique called self-analysis) i m sure the answers will surely come up...try it out